Have you ever felt like your heart is broken and is just never healing? Have you ever watched something that was so depressing and yet it still reminded you of yourself? Thats how I'm feeling all the time now. I watched New Moon and the way Bella was acting was exactly the way I was feeling still am a little. I feel like every time I see or hear something that reminds me my heart that is slowly repairing itself breaks again. I guess something as simple as a song can cause me to feel like the world has come to an end. IDK anymore and I wish I didn't worry my friends so much because I am handling this just fine I think